Saturday, January 21, 2006

Insanity has made me start writing this blog about me again. I also have to give Reggie a lot of credit for inspiring me. I have always said that everyone needs his or her own biographer. Well, who better than me. Yesterday, I may have made a mistake but In my mind, I dod not even think to say information on a computer that I loaned a friend and business partner. Of course Franklin was upset about the deletion when he wanted to play some music for our guest. Franklin is very hard to work with. He is so different from me and I say this all the time. Franklin is my womb mate, but my 25 years of research results have been coming up inconclusive. When is the foundation for life set? How can two brothers look at the world through such different lens? Is this life changing or has changed me? Is this change good or bad?

I have to say living at 3050 has been quite an experience. It has had its highs and lows. In an effort to help Rasi (Ragtop) with his music, I had to install Soundtrack and Final Cut Pro. This program for those that understand computer terms is 37GB. 37GB is very very large. The computer that I am currently working only has a hard drive (Storage) that holds 80GB. With a music library of over 10GB and other programs and files that use even more memory, this memory intensive program was on the top of the list, if we wanted to work. Franklin accuses me of not wanted to work. To work you have to have certain conditions in my matrix. You have to have tools that work for you.

I have Shirley Wilborn in me. I want to help people to a fault. I loaned this computer to a friend and business partner for the weekend. 2 months later I get the computer back and try to install the program with no success. With Franklin sitting on the sidelines trying to direct people in an inefficient manner, I reinstalled the operating system to try to get the program up and running. Am I wrong? Do you trust that your information will always remain on someone else’s computer? How long do you impede your personal progress for others dreams?

In the words of Gary Coke, “Don’t let people rent space in your brain?